It is a cold dry night, loneliness can be felt in the air, for those, of course, who are as lonely as me, because as a matter of fact: the nights feel different as your feeling change, I can remember when I was happy once, without being followed, with companion and most important, free, free from this pain that carves into my soul day by day, in those days I felt the fresh, vivid and colorful nights, far better from this night, where everything seems so gloomy. I can even remember the days I was with her, but seems all like a faded nightmare, love is always the same, is always like a drug, at first the feeling is heavenly wonderful, the sensations always seem new and bright, but with time the pain can be sensed, in both love and drugs, the person asks for more, and the prices are always high. Oh high they are for a guy for me, a stupid romantic dreamful guy. My name is Kain Argilde...
I was born in a wealthy family, the wealthiest of this century, "The Argildes".
My father Alexander Argilde is the leader of a well-known security systems company the Argilde Security Treatments or the "AST Co.", he is also a respected scientist, owner of the greatest core processor company in the world, the "Argilde Processor Manufacturers", the APM Co. He don't have much imagination left for creating remarkable company names as a result of using it all for his newfangled creations
My mom Grace D'Argilde is a popular clothes designer; she re-invented the word formal with all of her clothes designs, she's also a venerated musician and painter.
It would be a neat nice life with all heritage of my father if the feelings hadn't been in the way.
As all wealthy children I was raised like a noble, I went to a preparatory school until I was 14, before then, I learned all about my father's company devices, how all kind of alarms, processors and computers worked, from small ones to the big industries' alarms, my father believed that in one near future I would create all sort of new intelligent alarm for AST Co. He believed in me, he always said he noticed that I was genius, he said that even on my early days I had shown to be a very intellectual person and well, who wouldn't notice that? Watching History Channels instead of the usual infant shows at the early age of 3, speaking perfectly at 2, many people say I have a very special gift, but I say that is a prejudice to see everyone else having an abundant pleasing time in their narrowed-thoughtless world, plus the fact that I have to pretend that I'm not insane.
From 10 to 14 I worked with engineers, designers, technicians and businessmen.
In High School At my 15 years I did what every brain-less teenage would do, seems like I lost every brain cell I had been always so proud of, I began to feel immoderately enamored of another teen, and her name was Emma Hawers, it wasn't well corresponded though, It was the first time that my irrational heart was broken, It took me 5 months to gather the courage to invite her to a dinner, when I asked her she told me that she would accept if we had dinner in my mansion, and when brought her to my mansion, she robbed me while I was preparing the dessert and got away with it, got away with a 8 billion dollar suitcase that my mother was going to deliver to a supplier the next day, so it was on the front door because my mother was vastly forgetful. I was shattered, try to call her as if it was some sort of mistake, but she never was seen or spoken to again. I thought I finally got over it 2 months later, but matters like that are never forgotten.
At 16 years I thought I was more prepared and prudent, but I still was as foolish as a year before. This time Adalyne took more time to crush my hopes and feelings and burn them into intense agonizing consuming dark fire, I was quite enough amazed that I didn't realized that her words were deceitful before it was too late.